I facking hate you all, except all of you....
I'm such a jealous and envious person its unbelievable. I find it incredibly demeaning that someone is getting more attention than me, so I suddenly hate that person with a blazing passion, its indescribable...
Its obvious I have no chance with this person like I was hoping, I gave up all hope today, someone else got them.... fucking unfair (you can tell how pissed I am cuz I'm saying fuck and not fack...)
but I guess it doesnt matter in the end right? they get what they want and I get the shit stick. whooooo... actually if I think about it, it really doesnt matter, I don't really have anything